Monday, December 13, 2010
I'm glad you came back, like really glad. But for sure, you'll leave again right? You know when you told me about what's happening in your family the other day. I'm like super panicked. I'm so fucking worried about you, and also your brothers. Really. So worried for your younger brother, like i wanna cry. And also so worried about you, and also your youngest brother, afraid your dad might hurt the three of you or anything. I've never been so worried before, you know? I feel so tense when you people didn't reply me. But the question is like, why must i get so worried about something. I feel like i take notice about your family too much. Like, really TOO much. When you don't even care about mine. Lol there's nothing to care either.

You know i feel so stupid. I feel like a fool caring so much for you, but did you? No not a single bit. You appear and leave as when you like, do you think i liked it that way? If you want to leave, leave. And don't ever come back. Can? But if you wanna stay. Please do and don't leave anymore. Okay? I hope this time, you won't leave. Even if i doubt you won't.. you'll eventually will right? But seriously, try not to :'/ I love you very much, k? Like with all my heart. I really do.

Dear you,
I miss you, so much.
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